DEAR DEPRESSION,
I can’t breathe. Feel suffocated. Hurt, pain and god, oh ,god. I can’t take it anymore
I want to get out. BREAK FREE. Feel like the walls are closing in on me.
Tears are building up in my eyes but "NO, I won’t cry."
Breathe In, Breathe out, Breathe In, Breathe out while chanting "won’t cry" like magically words
which would actually make a difference.
I can feel it coming, the darkness coming for me to take me away. But, no I won’t go.
I feel myself slowly slipping away but "No, I won’t let it happen." I fight against my own thoughts, my own beliefs because I think I’m powerful enough to resist it.
I won’t let DEPRESSION win over me. "NEVER." I will fight against YOU till I die because you, depression, are my enemy. No, this is a war here. And I shall be the WINNER because I wish to.
For you, DEPRESSION have no control over me. My LIFE is mine and you shall not hover as a shadow upon it. If you push me down I will rise again, for this is a war which I shall never give up. I’ll ignore your whispers till the last of my breath. For your voice in my head won’t effect me. I will keep my FAMILY, FRIENDS and LOVE because they are mine and they will always be.
I will still SMILE over the pain you cause just to let you know that I’m the WINNER of each DAY, each WAR. If I can’t alone then I have others with me.
And if you think its weakness to ask help from help then you are wrong because asking for help takes courage and I’m strong enough to do it.
SO DEAR DEPRESSION FUCK OFF!
Yours HATEFULLY,
Sumaiya
I can’t breathe. Feel suffocated. Hurt, pain and god, oh ,god. I can’t take it anymore
I want to get out. BREAK FREE. Feel like the walls are closing in on me.
Tears are building up in my eyes but "NO, I won’t cry."
Breathe In, Breathe out, Breathe In, Breathe out while chanting "won’t cry" like magically words
which would actually make a difference.
I can feel it coming, the darkness coming for me to take me away. But, no I won’t go.
I feel myself slowly slipping away but "No, I won’t let it happen." I fight against my own thoughts, my own beliefs because I think I’m powerful enough to resist it.
I won’t let DEPRESSION win over me. "NEVER." I will fight against YOU till I die because you, depression, are my enemy. No, this is a war here. And I shall be the WINNER because I wish to.
For you, DEPRESSION have no control over me. My LIFE is mine and you shall not hover as a shadow upon it. If you push me down I will rise again, for this is a war which I shall never give up. I’ll ignore your whispers till the last of my breath. For your voice in my head won’t effect me. I will keep my FAMILY, FRIENDS and LOVE because they are mine and they will always be.
I will still SMILE over the pain you cause just to let you know that I’m the WINNER of each DAY, each WAR. If I can’t alone then I have others with me.
And if you think its weakness to ask help from help then you are wrong because asking for help takes courage and I’m strong enough to do it.
SO DEAR DEPRESSION FUCK OFF!
Yours HATEFULLY,
Sumaiya
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