Go stupid, go dumb dumb

O sleep, O gentle sleep, nature's soft nurse, how have I frightened thee,
that thou no more wilt weigh my eye-lids down and steep my senses
in forgetfulness?
(I can't remember shit. I always thought it was the smoking but statistics actually show that insomnia causes memory loss/forgetfulness)
Shakespeare was on to something

.Fuck insomnia.

SO much work. Too stupid to flourish.
the lack of desire is absolutely overwhelming.

I just LOVE how mama chadha will check in on me at 4:30am, turn off the light and expect me to fall asleep.
Insomnia is clearly my fault and it's a quick fix.
(Yeah well stfu already...come back to me after you experience years of nightmares/flashbacks/stress and THEN talk to me)


Frou Frou- Close up

I wasn't looking but look what I found

not in a good sense, naturally.

Lately Sachin is the only person who can make me laugh like when I was a 6 year old tomboy watching Boy Meets World on ABC's TGIF in front of a fireplace eating chocolate-covered strawberries.

yaddamean?


[oh so adorable picture with a puka shell necklace (: ]

Frou Frou- Let Go

Ninguno

Hah just learned what that meant.


Even though I don't talk about it incessantly, it's always on my mind.
Always.
Whether I show it or not.

Gah this is getting redundant.
And by "this," I mean everything.


I guarantee that this blog won't make sense to anyone haha

Spiral

You know that feeling you get when it's a cold morning and you wake up but remain halfway asleep and you're tucked in to your blanket so perfectly that you just never want to move?
It's the same feeling you get when you're hugged by a loved one you haven't seen in a while
or
When you're laughing with some of your true friends over something completely nonsensical

It's kind of like an I'm-comfortable-don't-ever-move-me-never-been-happier-warm-down-to-my-toes type of thing.

Yeah I haven't felt it for a very long time.

Wait, are you joking?

Hah it seems like I've been getting that a lot lately.
I joke around so often that people can't even tell when I'm actually being serious about something.

k: "You should cut your hair a little bit"
r: "Can you cut my hair?"
k: "No I don't know how to."
r: "Well learn and THEN you can come talk to me about it"
(:


ANYWAYS
I need to stop getting distracted so easily.
(I'm too excited about going home for Thanksgiving, though! Guess that just shows how much I don't really love college)

SURPRISE

Thursday 10/30/08:
-Leave at 7 pm for a surprise visit home
-Arrive in Oakland at 9:35 pm

Friday 10/31/08
HAPPY HALLOWEEN MOTHERFUCKER
-Bus to San Luis (Arrive at 4am)
-Rest in SLO till 10am
-Drive to Santa Barbara
-Drive to Diamond Bar (Arrive at 4pm)
-Surprise my parents and my mom SCREAMED at the top of her lungs
-Visit Tiffany at work for a quick second
-Go to Parth's to surprise him because his birthday is on Nov 4th AND I GOT TO DRIVE MOBY<333
-Get back home around 9pm
-Smoke hookah with family/friends
-Up till 4am talking to ashley and teddy about applesauce

Saturday 11/01/08

-Go to Heidi Diaz's surprise party (one of the main reasons I went down south)

-Ghetto Superstar
-Errbody shocked and it was amaaaaaazing
-Went to apple store in brea to visit greg

-Seeing Heidi, Audrey and Cheryl made everything worth it
-Pinkberry while raining
-Go home for Diwali Party
-Dad is a bit too happy "SINGH IS KING"
-Priya&Jocelyn<333
-Curry fam JYUEASHHH
-Lip ring (OH SHIT- kiran)
-Up until 4 am with a drunk ashley, my brother, hersh and parth

Sunday 11/02/08
-Heidi Diaz's actual birthday
-Mama chadha wouldn't let me out so teddy and sachin came over
-Waxing leg/arms FACK
-"this one is for that tattoo; this one is for that piercing"
-Spicy Indian food (DRINK SOME MILK.....wait spit it out)
-leave at 2 pm
-arrive in SLO around 7pm
-"eye of the jew"

Monday 11/03/08
-Leave slo around 12:20am
-Oakland at 5:15am
-Davis at 7:20 am
-Chris was waiting at amtrak =]
-BAM
-Bus ride took us ALL AROUND DAVIS
-"Are we even in Davis anymore??"
-Reach back at the dorms around 8:50am

COMPLETELY AMAZING
but tiring