Letting it Burn

It's finally sinking in.
Well any of the people that I've confided in lately know what I'm talking about.
And it's only sunk in because I heard the song that he recommended to me.
GAH.
Short blog but whatever.



PS now that I finished Feliza's birthday gift, every thought is in Mad Gab terms


PLUS the fact that the soldier's back in town isn't making any of this "novice heartache" any easier on me

I haven't felt this fragile in a long time.

And yet, I found I could survive. I felt the pain--the aching that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head--but it was manageable. I could live through it.
It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

OH MY GAWD DUNCAN

Don't remember me
I mean
we're not even close anymore
breakin my wido heart
PLEASE
TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY
IT'S ONLINE SO I MUST REALLY REALLY MEAN IT

crazy raggedy bitch

All your dreams are waking up

What in the ebony and ivory is going on?
Back in town
and old habits reborn.

Don't know how to cope.

Migraines everyday this past week.

Happy juice and draded; Teddy Choi turned 18.

"Freedom only exists when love is present. The person who gives him or herself wholly, the person who feels freest, is the person who loves most wholeheartedly.
That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it"

Orientation

At Davis right now and I have about 5 min to kill.
I MISS NEW YORK
Visiting Rachel Dlugatch just helped me realize that I belong in New York
New goal: NYU grad school

Can't upload pictures for some reason.
Picking college courses hasn't been too difficult.
Feelin bad because I haven't been there for my friends a whole lot these last few weeks because I've been out of town. Hope I've helped you Feliza....at least a little bit.

Passed my AP tests; Gov AND Eng
YAYYYY

Fell in love twice in New York (French man & Chris Brown look-a-like)
Wait, three times. "Too scared to get it on the ribs"


I need to be with my friends right now...miss you all

New York, New York

Last night in New York for me.

I can honestly say that my friendship with Rach is effortless....traveling is our biggest problem; I'm going to miss her a lot. (I wish Rachu could have made it in time  for all three of us to be together)

I love New York....it's ridiculous how amazing it is.

Oh Buddha...how I love thee =]

I'll update more tomorrow when I'm back with ze fam bam