Freshman year coming to a close

SO for those of you who do not know
I am coming home early for summer vacation.
My finals are electronic...I can take them at home.
I've begun to tell some friends up here about it
and to my surprise,
they're bummed out.
I honestly did not think I made that much of an impression on anybody up here.
But now they are all making plans to have a goodbye dinner/party thing for me.
To tell you the truth, I'm touched.

but ONWARDS.

I fell in love with my baby cousin Kabir last weekend
seriously too adorable (picture soon)

And every single time I hang out with my sister, I realize that she and I are becoming more and more alike as time goes on. We've both changed and I don't hate her anymore. In fact, she is one of my best friends.
CRAZY how things turn out, eh?

AND as feelings get deeper, distance gets harder.
But it's worth it.

Joshua Radin- The Fear You Won't Fall

Anyone out there?

5 page paper
2 page paper

I'm exhausted; I want to sleep.

But this sinking feeling won't leave; kinda drowning here.
I don't know what to do
and no one is noticing
not even when I make it obvious.


Hmm recent events:
-eliseo and alex made up
-chris took alex to his formal
-I've spent any time out of class just in bed (not sleeping, just pondering)
-Lot of homework
-Just irritated
-A LOT of grey's anatomy
-Chris confided in me<3
-Rachel refuses to wake up hahahaha
-TOO MANY ALL NIGHTERS
-Consumption of cup of noodles galore
-Flattered Boy and Embarrassed Girl
-Pressure, pessimisim, pressure


I don't know what to say or what to do but I feel a mighty powerful migraine coming on...