battle

You thought we'd be fine
all these years gone by
now you're asking us to listen
well then tell us bout everything
no lies we're losing time

Cause this is a battle
and it's your final last call
it was a trial, you made a mistake, we know
but why aren't you sorry, why aren't you sorry, why?
this can be better, you can be happy, try!


You've got them on your side
and they wont change their minds
now it's over
and i'm feeling like we've missed out on everything
i just hope its worth the fight

Cause this is a battle
and its your final last call
it was a trial, you made a mistake, we know
but why aren't you sorry, why aren't you sorry, why?
this can be better, you can be happy, try!


Cause this is a battle
and its your final last call......

ughhh

that weird moaning noise i make is making a comeback!

Friday Feb 15th:
-birthday party for travis, brandon, big mike, and chris
-chris west and parth kept tackling me....i got owned:



-across the universe with rachel, justin, parth, aalap, and ariana

Saturday Feb 16th:
-blowing O's and eating baked goods

Sunday Feb 17th:
-me, chrissy, nadia, and linda at taco bell
-"how can there be a God with so much suffering"

Monday Feb 18th:
-homework and more homework
-greg and chrissy came over
-sex and the city

Wednesday Feb 20th:
-Stef's 18th birthday
-baked goods again
-"too much to the left"
-slept!

Thursday Feb 21st:
-pinkberry
-"here's your change Racheal"
-"You can't honestly say you don't want to see a duck sink"
-"wido master of diguise"

Went on the anatomy field trip today.
Saw a cadaver that died from liver cancer.
The doctor guy was in love with mr garcia "pound it here buddy"
"you're obnoxious and mean"
"am i really??"
AHAHAHAHA mo fucka
Oliver, greg, and jocelyn learned some stuff about my secret life
"Jocelyn and I are bff now"
"It's a girl thing"
Nadia played SO WELL in her game. I'm really proud of her. "#11 needs to CALM DOWN"
Walnut won again! woooo

On to the rest of the night!

sick much?

past three days have passed in a blur.
a slow, exhausting blur.
fever reached 103.5 yesterday early in the morning.
im still pretty sick but since my fever is gone, i have to go to school.

i hope you're all right chrissy.
i hope you were joking marina.
i hope friday and saturday will be memorable rachel.
i hope my teachers dont get mad at me for not doing my homework.
i hope i find out what she's talking about.

"not the type to save it"

I've watched sex and the city nonstop for the past two days because all ive done is stay in bed and die a little.
so im pretty cynical right now. (even though that's barely a change)

Today I hung out with nadia for a bit. felt like old times =]
made one of my famous desserts for brittany's boo
ew i can't believe i just said "boo"

confrontation was not forgotten.
in fact, the repercussions have caused something worse that may ultimately end up much better for me.
hmmm it's a cornucopia of possibilities ahahaha

i still don't know what im going to do this summer.
To climb a mountain, or not to climb a mountain?

nose pierce

got it.
woo.
got the altima back today as well.
nadia, chrissy and i hung out together today for the first time in forever.
it was just like old times =]
rachel claims that she can be indian.
so pretty good day, yeah?
WRONG

she mocked me as if i copied her.
wow.
so i finally confronted her.
liberation?
it's amazing how one person can ruin everything.
plus, the mother told about how i fuck up everything on purpose.

I don't even know what to say.
Went from the highest high to the lowest low in a matter of moments

conglomerate

i'm a total loser who uses words like "conglomerate" in my every day vocab
=]

i love parth jhaveri for always being there for me
for always knowing how to brighten my day
for being one of the few people i can actually trust <3

rachel feliza needs to quit being so creepy
(i've gotten better, haven't I?)
<3

Me two christine lee

really?

-migraine in the morning = missing first, second and third period.
-Ultimate revenge in calculus today.....Ms. I now has to call home and talk about how great i am.
(IN HER FACE!)
-Went to jack in the box with marina, rachel, and two justins
-met hersh twice today randomly haha
-license plate with LRS
-talking about piercings, trying to get rachel's ears pierced (which is impossible because she's a youngin)
-"look at me! look at me!"
-timothy adam zaragoza is fast becoming one of my best friends
-marina seems to apologize a lot for things that only she notices ahahahaha "you're a horrible friend"
-little feliza seems shocked that i'm fine with her spending time with that boy AHAH!
- went to nadia's game and walnut totally kicked west covina's ass! ahaha
- I really like cheering for them.

"be the change you wish to see in the world"
Greg's mustang update segment blew my mind away.
third period anatomy is my therapy despite ms. morgan treating us unfairly ("she can't separate us!")
went to get my cartilage re-pierced (and i really want my nose pierced)
crystal got her tragus pierced:


and i held her hand through it hahahah (which hurt more than an actual piercing)

this post is all over the place.
so much homework and yet i procrastinate
sigh.
oh well.
I'll stay up late seeing as how i'm the energizer bunny
for some reason im incredibly happy =]

clinton gets california

WHAT THE HELL???

My jaw dropped when I found out. ahhhhh i really thought Obama had CA in the bag
=[

today has been absolutely horrible.
family>friends? HELL NO because friends = family.
wow.
may have reconciled a friendship but I found out about another backstabber.

Ms. I called my house on the speaker phone in front of the ENTIRE class (just because I was talking too much)
WHAT A BITCH.

I guess this is just one of those days where I have to suck it up.
oh well. wouldnt be the first time

heartbreaker

you really had the best of me.
it came out of nowhere but now i can't believe how blind i was.
Stupid, naive me.
Just goes to show you that you can't trust people.
oh man, this hurts.

1) no more excuses
2) no more condescending tone
3) no more flaws.

I'll be perfect....eventually.




And on a brighter note:
I love the people in this picture more than they know<3
they've helped me through a lot and they didn't even know that they were doing it

Miles and miles

I never recommend going on a 16-mile walk. EVER.
Slept at 4:00 am and woke up at 6:30 am.
Started walking around 8:00 am and got done around 2:30 pm
holy crap.
And since I was with Hersh, Parth, and Arjun.....they felt the need to run some of it
ahhhh my dogs are barkin!

We sang most of the way (the ants go marching 1 by 1 hoorah hoorah....)






Ok so maybe a had a lot of fun and the scenery was breathtaking
=]
Love them<3

?
The truth hurts.
Truth prevails.
You can never truly trust ANYONE (even those closest to you)
And being apathetic towards the whole thing makes me even more melancholy.
Don't ever give up because the feeling of accomplishment surpasses all.
Love and don't expect it in return.

ok now that i've said all of that.....i got a hair cut
evened out the hawk =]
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