Breathe me

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me




Hmm. Pretty song.

Three days with Red Jasmine

June 18:
"I just wanted to remind you that I love you A LOT. So when you think there is no one who understands or cares, remember that I Love You and try to SMILE :)"- Tiffany Chadha
"Oh fuck themmmm. I love you!"- Teddy Choi
"Here for you girl, with ibuprofen, belly rubs, foot rubs, caresses, loving words, whateva (: "- shall remain anonymous

June 19:
"How's my lovely awesome cool friend doing?"- Tanaka
"Omg im hoping to GOODNESS we get eachother as roommates tambien" - Happy Lamb of God
"Asians dont hit on girls cuz theyre too shy anyway but yeah"- Bokshil

June 20:
"Hope you're good. Miss/love you"- Chrissy
"You didn't lose everyone. I love you"
"I love you now and then"
"I'm going to try on the sluttiest bathing suit and think of you (: "- Feliza
"Got nothin but love for ya...Want me to take a picture? (: "


TWICE TOO MANY
"When I first came to your house I really liked you and I was so scared that I was going to mess everything up"- Saleeeeeeeb<3

They told me I was Puerto Rican

Last few days have flown by.
Seems like everyone has been in a weird mood lately.
Touching is good.
I just miss who I was before I lost everyone

Graduation

Childhood is OVER.
















Here's to the nights that have yet to come
This is going to be the best summer of my life.
I know it is.
New chapter; I can start over

I just want to be a part of something...

It was worth it at the time
for like 20 minutes.
But now
the repercussions have negated any sense of elation.


I'm sorry cousin
It was just really unfortunate =[

Unknown

"I believe that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe-that you can keep going, long after you can't.

I believe-that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help."

-Unknown

Last week of school

Monday
-No school
-Hookah with the peenteens
-feliza was a bit too happy
-"I love you more than you know"

Tuesday
-Horrible migraine (no school for me)
-Powderpuff game (tie)
-Cut/bruise along my inner thigh
-Kolina sign

Wednesday
-American Beauty
-"Looks like Michael Olivier"

Thursday
-"Aight den yvonne....Take care *whispers* i love you!"
-"my wido kchad, the optimist"

Friday
-Last day of high school (pics soon)
- Sachin's
-ted/just/eric.....WHAT?
-Breakdown in the car while texting my little bitches

Saturday
-Yearbook signing
-Rubios with Hayi and SBF
-"If you weren't here then I would be the weird girl laughing alone at the salsa bar"
-"That's so mexican"
-Crystal Tjen's
-School pool for Jocelyn (I'm bruised and cut everywhere because I couldnt get over the fence)
-Crystal Kim's <3
-Delirious at 4:30 am


NO SLEEP FOR 5 nights and 6 days
And I got about 1-2 hours of sleep last night.
HOW AM I FUNCTIONING