I'm having one of those days

that follow a night of no sleep.

I didn't sleep for a reason.
Meh.
This is getting too repetitive.
I'm exhausted.
Nothing can wake you up like fear.


It's one of those days
where everything is moving too slowly
where there's no need to get out of bed
where you feel like you're not feeling anything
yet you're feeling everything

It's one of those days
where the world keeps carrying on
and you are definitely just staying still


So much to do
So little time
and I really just don't give a fuck.


Yes it's back and it's overwhelming again.
Sigh.