A whole new level of intimacy

I currently have a horrible migraine so I'm not at school.
I've just been sitting and thinking about how college is coming up. New life in a matter of months. I'm not going to wake up in my bedroom everyday nor will I see my family all the time. Scary yet exciting, huh?

It hasn't hit me that I won't be able to look to my right and see Parth whenever I want to. I know I'm going to miss him horribly. A close friendship for 16 years is hard NOT to miss. If you only knew how he's helped me...he's saved me from myself. He makes me want to be a better person. I couldn't ask for a better cousin/best friend.

Hersh. I can't even to begin to describe what he means to me. It hurts to think about how much I'm going to miss him. He's the only person who is as ticklish as me. He's the sweetest guy I've ever known and I don't know what I'm going to do without him. He simply makes me happier.

More saved texts (I do this just in case I accidentally delete them) -

Feliza:
-"At davis and we just passed by a white buick so crystal and I yelled 'moby dick!' missin you girl!"
-"Watching scrubs. 'nipple rings are hot!' what a fucking creeper"
- "That's exactly what I thought of. Fig newton. I'm not laughing ): "
-"Ah shit. My bro has been trying to get my attention for the past 2 minutes. 'it goes to the left'"
-"Teddy called my back so i'm listening to across the universe while talking to him on my floor. I can't make it downstairs!"
-"Dammit karina i can still feel it! Asdf"


"At church right now. Can't help but giggle (= still trying to think of an alibi.."

-"Bo bo doing the damn thing. I like how we all rub off on each other. That could have a dual meaning i suppose"

Teddy Choi:
-"Ptaw ptpng dmp md. shit. No t9. Stay strong for me"
-"Ftajgmg gomd."
-""How is the hunt for a dress going? Stay strong and don't give in to their lesbian advances!"

Crystal Kim:
-"sdfjkej :) i love you too karina youre awesome. night"
-"Feel better baby girl :("

Jocelyn Choy:
-"I love you karina chadha"
-"Sssssssnake? Pssssh who likessssss sssssnakesssss"
-"Yeah, you know im always here for you if you need to talk or what not..i hope things get betterr. I love you!!"

Others:
Nadia Link: "haha oh why thank you. dude it was nice seeing you there. really, it was"
Ruben: "Seriously, you are the fucking shit"
-"damn you're still high like planes"
Ariana: "I hate you in the i love you kind of way"